Haterz

Haters come in many special shapes, and forms. Haters are everywhere. All over, and especially in jail. They hate because first of all they hate theirselves. And they really gone hate you if they see that you give a damn about yourself (or doing something with yourself). Or doing good, or that you're doing something that equals more than what they're used to seeing, or having for themselves. Some of them can't see themselves doing anything worth shit productive, or valuable in jail that, let alone when they get out, will equate to them sitting on something major, except come back to this bitch on some dope fiend moves type shit, because if they was really doing they thing they would love you. But they want to talk that high power shit when they see someone else who is doing their thing, and being successful at it (without their services). They will do anything to see you fall. Some will even sacrifice their bodies, and well being to take you out of your element and see you fall, and bring you into the miserable tornado of fucked up results, and repeated bad luck in which they live. See, in prison having a lot of mail signifies, or represents still having a lot of "love" and "connections" from the outside world. In prison having a lot of mail is almost equivalent to (baller status). So when this person sees you getting mail everyday without fail, among other things, and in many cases he's not getting anything he begins to hate you for this. Being a person who's always tried to do something with myself, I know what I speak about. In many cases they hate you because they love you, and what you're doing but know they couldn't measure up to what you're doing. (Which is a good reason you have to watch what people you let into your inner space). Some will even try to befriend you to study you better. Slick bastards is trying to learn your strengths and weaknesses to play on them when it suit them.

And then you got a different kind of hater. Some of these Department officers. They hate you. These mothafuckas got jobs and income but they hate the strength they see in you and the fact that they cant break you. Meaning psychologically, and make you feel less than what you are or less than them for whatever reasons. Especially if they got to see you everyday. They hate you for no reason, other than the fact of who you are. You might not even had to do nothing. Just like the first example they are dealing with insecurities too, because they cant deal with you unless you are, or feel inferior to them. And they too will do just about anything to see you fall in order to keep that superior ego over you. Including cross your ass up. They hate the young God they see in you. They hate the strength in you. Sometimes it's almost like they look at you like what makes this mothafucka get up everyday with his head up, with strength, and give a fuck about hisself...